Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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9:39 AM
I'm so tired of everything .
Kept thinking and thinking about lots of stuffs .
Just feel like tiring myself out and then fall into a deep sleep .
I'm jealous over every shitty things !
Th happy thing was that Russel told me its very common as his girlfriend is just like me ,
stalking his ex girlfriend's blog and viewing things that will upset her .
I'm so glad I had a friend like him , always there when I needed someone .
Had scoldings from him , but still I cant stop thinking about things that will upset me ):
HOW ?!
I caaaaaaant sleep !!
Mixed feelings like mixed vegetables :D
Alright , not funny -.-
I've decided that I'm not gonna sleep tonight ,
Russel and Girlfriend will accompany me (:
I just feel that th love you had for her is far more deeper than th love you had for me .
I'm so upset and depress !
I'm emotionally breaking down soon .